Not quite myself
My one regret in life is that I am not someone else.
I haven't felt like writing anything for a while. This is mainly because I haven't felt like myself lately. For about a month now I've just been going through the motions in my daily life mostly because I simply haven't had any energy at all. There have been days where I've actually fallen asleep at my desk for a few moments and have to get up and walk around for a bit to clear my head. This has affected others to a small degree since, after surviving (yes, that's the appropriate word) the workday, I would sit down to work on a project and my brain would just glaze over. I wasn't able to conentrate on what I was doing and would just sit and stare at the screen for a while before just giving up and trying again another day.
The worst part is that I don't know why.
I've finally been able to pull out of this downward spiral somewhat and things are getting better day by day. I'm not back to 100% yet but the situation is much improved over a couple weeks ago. Some things in my life are starting to change — that's a good thing — and I'm getting a renewed vigor from that movement. I've said before that I can far too easily get into a rut and I need to actively work at not doing so. That's job one right now. Just needed to vent and clear this particular cobweb from my brain. More soon, peoples. Blessings.